So I had dinner with Penny last night and she knocked some sense into me. Told me I had made Scott the center of everything and I was losing myself and I needed to make sure that I did not go any farther with it…needed to find me again. And she was right.
Went to dinner with Scott tonight and told him how I needed to make some changes where this was concerned and have already decided that I am going to try and do a concert this year – again, back by popular demand. Where and when to be determined. But I think at FBCW and I think on a Sunday night and I think…wellI think it is just what I need.
So, moving on from the nightmare that has been the last couple of months of torturing myself waiting for him to leave me. Time to start living in the now.