This is probably going to be my last post for a while…who knows I may change my mind again, but I have entered a new phase and dealing with it is much more personal and is causing me to look inward. I am sad. Up until now, I was dealing. Anger, frustration, flippant cries of “I am so over this!”. Now, the grieving has started. The playing and replying of every conversation and every doubt and every minute is a constant stream in my head. It will pass…just as the anger passed. And I have to go through it to get over it.
Just pray it does not last long.